be warned...I'm in a crappy mood

Heather is the funniest kid around. It's great to see her shake her bum when music comes on...she loves to dance. It suddenly dawned on me today that we haven't been reading to Heather at all. So this morning I sat down and we went through "Richard Scarry's Big Word Book". Was she interested?? Hell no. She's been living off of formula the last couple of days due to her stomach bug. Apparently Pedialyte is crap, and we can give her highly diluted gatorade. I've had enough gatorade over the last week to last me a life time. We'll try giving her some cereal tomorrow and see if that sits well with her. Nothing, and I mean nothing had prepared me for infant explosive diarreah. When all of you have children you will completely understand that statement.
So we have a wedding to attend this weekend. I am pretty much over weddings right now. I don't even want to have one of my own anymore. If I could I would just get married at city hall. I could fight my mother and not have all the wedding festivities, but I feel pressured and we already bought the non-returnable wedding dress. Mike hasn't really put much thought into the wedding, basically he'll just show up. Any mention of it sends us into bickering whirlwind anyway. I know the upcoming wedding will be fun, and I really do like the couple that are getting married, it's just one person there that I can't seem to get past. Damn me and my jealous nature. I'll feel completely vulnerable and unattractive the whole night. Well I'm looking forward to it.
Damn it, now I'm in a shitty mood.