So I went to moms and tots today, and I am finding it extremely difficult to meet others. I find that a lot of the women there have already formed cliques, or that they were friends to start with and had babies at the same time. I know that it's only my second time, but I really felt discouraged this time around. My mother doesn't seem to quite understand why I haven't found anyone to invite over for tea. Normally I'm not too shy, and I attempt at making conversation, but at moms and tots I feel rather vulnerable. Maybe it's all the estrogen, who knows? Right now I am doing it more for my benefit then Heather's, but I do worry when it comes time for Heather to have interaction with other children. I hope I can step up to the "mothering plate". Also, most of the women there are older too. If anyone has any suggestions on what I can do to make friends, please let me know.
On another note, Mike, Heather, myself and hopefully Amanda are all going to the Aquarium tomorrow. I hope it's a nice day. It'll be Heather's first time going. I just need to get out of this apartment, and away from the North Shore, otherwise I may go a little crazy. I hope we hear back from Amanda, because it would be awesome to go with her too.
I just finished reading this journal entry, and I've realized that I am a very boring person. I feel the need to apologize to people that read my journal. Sorry guys.
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